Dex

From tuesday onwards, not only i'll have to take good care of myself, i'll have 70 over cadets to "look after" too. Its not getting any easier, its starting to take a toll on me.

I am...very tired.

Flying to brunei soon.....Alot is happening and i think im not ready yet.... nvm.

Whatever it is, i'll just embrace it. See you guys in 3 weeks. Wish my luck, hope i dont get injuried.

Labels: JCC

Labels: let it rock

I feel damn bad leaving one of my guest alone ytd night...friends kept telling me that she was alone in 1 corner. I shall not drink again :D

My responsibility is to do what is right.

Like or not we stand for something

We set an example for others to follow if we don't then we are no better than the people we fight.

ARGH....now i am starting to worry about my section. Whether i will drag my team down for JCC.
Every step down a slope, my left shin will hurt...as thou theres a nail being drilled into my bone :D

Ankle..lagi best, its just weak now...very sensitive and prone to spraining but the pain is somehow become enjoyable =/.

Look at the time, im going to be late for my recce...
I am now in the commissioning ball community = weekends ^& personal time burnt....Lets make it huge for our commissioning :D


I am sacrificing my personal life here lol.

I have always wanted to blog about the stuff i did in ocs, what i was thinking at the moment after every exercise/training. The pain and stress that i go thru...but once reached back home, i does not have that kind of mood to pen down anything anymore. All i wanted to do is to chillax, have some icecream, enjoy the air con, have a good undisturbed rest foras long i want. Ocs is fun, fucking fun... the stuff we learnt, things we do tgt as a platoon or as a wing. The looks on my friends face when i told them what i did for that week.

The intensity of our training is high, very high....It pisses me off when i hear people badmouthing or show disrespect to an officer. Do you know the amount of shit that guy went thru in order to get that rank on his shoulder? No one...no one will understand unless he is an officer/cadet. It kinda suck when i told my dad the stuff i did in ocs, and he just cldnt understand any of it. Nagging at me when i spend a little on pampering myself & legs to get ready for next week. Damn it, this post seems emo, but its not. Just that i'm feeling emotionless and moodless for now.

I want to "zeng" my body, theres just too much injuries...the pain will get to a point where it is not painful, its just irritating. At times, the pain goes off quick, probably went numb. Thats probably thru to months of condition for my body. It somehow increasees my threshold for pain, its kind of fun haha.

Had a taste of surviving with my buddy on a island for almost a week (sorry for all the late replies for miscalls and sms), insufficient of food and rest and still managed to complete every assignment/task...
I am ready for JCC i hope, in 2-3 weeks i will be flying to brunei...Wish me luck, hope i can make it thru and earn myself a JUNGLE CONFIDENCE COURSE badge above my right chest pocket.
If i can make it, i'll most probably express interest in guards (say say only, see how it goes)....Hope that wld be my 21st birthday present i'll get for myself in OCS.

Now im in my room, totally lost...doesnt know what to do. I kind of miss my A frame i built, my fireplace (stove), and my monitor lizard trap which failed to caught anything. I'm still in the fieldcamp mood~! in less than 10 hours, i'll have to book in loh, theres still things to be done. There won't be much time for myself for this few months, let alone my friends... Sorry man, i'll try to find a day to meet up with you guys and have a nice meal or smth.

Something to cheer anyone up...

I'm off to craft a set of fork & spoon and tongs from the wood i've gathered... assignment =/

It is starting to get to my nerves...the missing ipod touch is getting me distracted. I can't focus on my stuffs, its like i just lost someone close to me. It may sound retarded but yea, that is how i am feeling right now. :)


The thought of that person browsing thru my photos + "sensitive" information is killing me. I do not know what is stored inside. Now i had to change all my account password, and theres so many to remember.

Labels: GONE, ipod touch, missing, stolen

OCS Song


Training to be soldier:
Training to be soldier
Fight for our land
Once in our live
2 years of our time
Have you ever wondered?
Why must we serve?
Because we love our land
{Because we love our land
And we want it to be free to be free yeah.} Every 1 sing this part together
Looking all around us
People everywhere
Childen having fun
While we are holding guns
Have you ever wondered?
Why must we serve?
Because we love our land
{Because we love our land
And we want it to be free to be free yeah.}

Labels: ocs song